Sunday, December 31, 2006

It's a split...

I am sad to report that there is no progress with my friend. I think he has lost much of his interest in me, and I am quite frustrated. On the other hand, this cute guy from St. Louis came for a visit and is really into me. Too bad he's from out of the state, although he said he would be here for internship during the summer, but we'll see.

Although he is gradually introducing me to his family and friends, but I think it's probably because he's more comfortable with me, instead of wanting to include me to be part of my life in my wishful thinking.

Speaking of the guy from out of the state, we made out all over GB last night. Every time I get drunk lately I've managed to make a spectacle of myself. Though, it did feel nice to be held and kissed. It makes me feel less invisible and alive.

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