The smile...

I am sorry I didn't explain to you why I felt sad when you talked about how when I smile I looked evil. You see, you didn't really upset me. It was because ever since I was little, my mom and sis always make me feel extremely self conscious when I smiled. They said my smile was unnatural and appeared really forced. It also had to do with my early life. It was mostly unhappy. I've learned to smile whenever I can, laugh as loud as I could, because they come by so rarely; and now, they are my habit.